It’s been an emotionally charged past few weeks… to say the least!
It all started with the excitement of having my mom fly into town to stay with us (again) at the end of June, then sad to say goodbye to Billy while he was at camp for a week. When mom discovered the fact that Colty’s soft spot was VERY tiny (while giving him his first haircut), my first reaction was feeling fear. The subsequent exam and Dr. ordered X-rays fed that fear even more. The pediatrician was concerned that Colty *might* be experiencing an early case of craniosynostosis. Researching this problem made my stomach turn flips. The remedy for this condition is a very invasive surgery that entails removing part of the skull, re-shaping it, and then putting it back in place with screws. When they called us back to tell us that the X-rays seemed to show that the sutures in his skull were NOT fused, I was elated. However, they said they still wanted to see him in the ped. office again to follow-up. At that time they told me that while the sutures weren’t fused, they were extremely close together. That, coupled with the very small soft spot, gave them cause to order a CT scan of his head. They still hadn’t ruled out craniosynostosis. Ugh. The fear started to well up in me again. As believers, we know the way to combat fear is to focus on our God and His provision. We know that “perfect love casts out fear”. So as I prayed about it, I sensed God’s peace. Billy had that same feeling. The enemy used this situation, however, and continued to borage me with subtle and destructive thoughts –trying to prevent me from resting completely in God’s hand. We did the only thing we could — prayed steadily and invited others to pray too!
Amidst all this, my mom had to leave and head back to MN. I was sad to see her go. We miss her so much after she leaves! However, a couple of days later, Billy and my sister surprised me by arranging to have her (with her baby Gracie) fly in to stay with us for a week! I was definitely and shocked and certainly thrilled that they came to see us!!
So, with my sister here we prepared for Colty’s CT scan. I was thankful that it went so well. He really did great. Then it was time to wait again. Waiting is like torture! Thankfully, my sister and Gracie made the time go by quickly. We had so much fun every day just enjoying each other’s company. We’ve posted LOTS of pictures on our website of our happy time together.
Then, on Wednesday morning as we prepared to take Em and Grace back to the airport, we got the call we’d been waiting for. Our ped. let us know that the CT scan showed Colty’s head to be completely normal! So once again we were elated and relieved, knowing that God answers prayer! Then it was off to the airport to see off Em and Grace. It was so sad to see them go - since we’ll miss them SOOO much.
Through all the ups and downs we just learn how to better trust our God with the biggest or smallest of things. We always become better people and know that we will be even better prepared for the next thing that life throws at us!